Day 666: buzzing bee

Ubuntu 365 has been released via the GloCon, expect it.

Everyday I strand further from God as if he doesn't exist, an abstract idea of some sort of diety. There are so many, just some sort of DEATH!

Today was an interesting and stressful day, I got to power-wash the bathrooms and carry a desk from the dungeon across the street.

I am trying to rethink my work philosophy as I have been getting critisism against my work ethic. At first I was sad, sad thtat my efforts were faulty, but then I went to lunch. There I regained the straight mind and thought of it a different way. Take the critisism and fix the problem! It is really as simple as that, applying myself more and getting the work done to the best of my abilities. I am kind of stupid.

Other than work, haven't done anything of notice. Played some Far Cry 4, hung-out with Marbi, chatted with friends. Just an average day.

I am thinking of writing another ocean cryptid for Pearasa, I really hate and like the ocean! Blah blah.

I do not smoke crack, just some sort of drug that my brain produces.

I am thinking of becoming a Levay Satanist! Most religions I've tried are too restrictive. The Catholic Church doesn't like homosexuality, Raëlianism doesn't allow tobacco and alcohol; also says supernatural things are "stupid." Islam is a no thanks, Mormonism is a cult, Jewish? Probably not.

I am drawn to the self importance of Satanism, no help from some God, all my actions are my own. The freedom is very appealing, I want to do what I want when I want without a complex explanation. Raëlianism was big on freedom, but still had restrictions. I don't like the government or the CIA.

My friends are great, though they don't believe my ideas. The Earth is NOT FLAT! I am not a flat earther! I just find it interesting and fun. There is a drive to believe in something interesting and fun, like flat Earth or other conspiracy theories. My logical mind is too critical of those so it's hard for me to believe. Same with religion, I hear the Bible stories and am not able to connect to them, what a waste.

I am going to play Bloons and hangout, so yeah.

No writing tonight, just wanna chill. Though writing is chill...