Day 29: A rough week

This week, has been stressful to say the least.

Monday-Wednesday was us scrambling, putting our finishing touches on the school before it starts. Today and tomorrow has been busy as well. My brother got his wisdom teeth removed so he took two days off, that being today and friday. Which means I have to clean his area while he is gone, on-top of doing my own area! Today was the hardest part though, tomorrow will be easier. I am now familiar and have a plan on how to accomplish.

Tomorrow is friday, a well deserved weekend.

Marbi has been very happy as of this week! I think he can tell I am stressed so he's cheering me up! I love him so much, such a lovely dovey.

I have been tasting some different nicotine pouches! I got 2 on! and 3 Velo. Unknown to me... I bought 7mg and 9mg Velo! So... I have been having some much earned nicotine relief.

I think I am going to be a Satanist, I really like the idea of freedom and responsibility for ones own fate.

OK enough rambling!

I was watching a Cold Ones video right? The one where they try alcohol from different time periods? Well, for the Roman time, they played a game called "knuckle bones." Basically you throw some bones on the ground and bounce a ball, while the ball is in the air, you pick up as many bones are you can. So it's like a reflex and speed game.

So, why do I bring this up? Because it sounds fun! I remember playing with jacks as a kid, well, I didn't know how to play so I just threw them around. I want to buy some jacks and balls to play some games! Maybe get some cards and dice for other games, whatever I can find.

I find this appealing because it's so simple and can really be played any way, so I plan on making my own games! Some cool card games, jacks & ball, dice, etc. Just having fun with it and being creative! I could even make my own little book full of the games!

I like simple things, like reading, smoking my pipe, writing, yea, just fun. An added bonus is that I will be on my computer less. Maybe pick up TekDecks again? I don't know, just some simple hand games.

So I got paid right? The plan was to budget myself at a $100 spending limit every week, but that kinda failed... I ended up spending quite a lot on Temu, a fancy toothbrush, Huel, and the Dollar General. I still have enough to pay monthly expenses and stuff, so we are all good. Last month I was dangerously close to running out of money, at the end of the month I legit had $7... Yea, it sucked. Don't want to do that again.

Since I've spent most of the money, I will buy the jacks and some other cool stuff, though jacks and dive are cheap.

I am thinking of buying some fancy looking canes and incorporating them into my style! I think canes are cool and classy, adding more to my already unique style. Though, I am a little hesitent, I don't want to seem like a "poser" or "transabled." Whatever the fuck that means, people who pretend to be disabled? I remember it being an internet trend to make fun of them. Still, it will be cool as fuck. Imagine a dude with a mullet, glasses, a Marlboro racing jacket, and a fucking sword cane. That's me, spotted in the wild, rarely seen!

As for literature, I haven't been too productive, been playing too much Far Cry 4 and BTD6. I wrote in my journal a few times, that's why I didn't make a blog for a bit, because this is basically a public journal. So why write in both?

I have a short novel or medium story idea, it's pretty brutal. So don't read on if you are sensitive or whatever.

It's a story about a dude, who falls in love with an internet friend, high-key stalking them, and mutilating himself in the name of "love." It will be really detailed on his level of stalking and especially the mutilation part. Just graphic, vile, and detailed. It's up to you how to interpret it, is he madly in love or just a deranged stalker? Though any sane person would pick the latter.

I don't really know what else to write, just kinda hanging out at the moment, drinking a orange slice C4 and sucking on an on! so yea, that's about it.

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